this is not the end (space cowboy) Video (MV)

Sometimes i ask myself
Do I deserve this help?
But you are the answer

I'm lucky that I'm living
My mind is disagreeing
I feel like I'm a monster

I wrote my goodbyes and said all my prayers
I pleaded and prized the people upstairs
I tried when I cried, I cried when I tried, but

You helped me back up, said I was enough
Said I don't deserve to be in handcuffs,
The tough gets going, the going gets tough, but

This is not the end
It's where I begin
I know I've made mistakes
But this is not my fate
This is not the end
I can begin again
I know I've made mistakes
But this is not my fate
This is not the end

I know I'm not perfect
I'm perfectly imperfect
But that's what makes me human

But when it comes to you, I
Say you're perfect in my eyes
And that's what makes you more than human

This is not the end
It's where I begin
I know I've made mistakes
But this is not my fate
This is not the end
I can begin again
I know I've made mistakes
But this is not my fate
This is not the end