Sore Throat Video (MV)

I keep running to a dead end
Gotta keep the ball rollin
All their judgments is my sentence keep wildin out till my like ends
Cant just be myself cause I'm too boring expectations tell me who am I to you
Cunning loving everyday I feel so thankful
Negativity surrounding me
Vision blurry and I'm feeling like the rooms spinnin
And I'm not f*cked up very undernourished
Make the bread never feel very ahead
I cant ball like I want to cause I preach a loving caring feeling not about that burn them Come up treat my fam
I'm more like almost lose your life, stick with the OG plan
If they cant take risk I'm just gonna split
I dont sugar coat shit keep it blunt yea it's your hit
Maybe you'll grow, stop being an asshole
Soon enough youll catch up
For me I'm moving faster but I'm tryna educate ya what you're doing is just laughter

Singing to other people's songs cause I cant get along with the voices in my head
Always shouting your better off dead, maybe save up go and get some lead
It's much easier, to find similar
The people speaking out about the hurt they go through easy
To ignore it jam out to the show tunes
If they sounding like they're going what you go through
Is that why we found you
Cause you know the sound too
Hear it all around you

Hit it but no cough
Trippin on the wrong
Haven't found the words but I just found the words
Cant believe my mind why is this all the time
I'm just not feeling right guess I'm feeling ight

Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight
But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to survive
Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight
But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to say

Mentally committed suicide now I'm just blood drippin from your knife
Stitches bleed out till you die
Can I even tell if this is real now, people fighting lingers in my head forreal
Nobody should ever have to feel, am I growing or just sinking in what hurts me best
Having thoughts and second guessing
Cause I wanna make the best decision f*ck impulse or indecision
Never in the same headspace before I just to conclusion educate myself
But now I'm turning out
Cause it's not where I'm at now
But it's what I hold true to myself
F*ck everyone else
If you need to I guess I'll dumb it down cause we'll

Hit it but no cough
Trippin on the wrong
Haven't found the words but I just found the words
Cant believe my mind why is this all the time
I'm just not feeling right guess I'm feeling ight

Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight
But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to survive
Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight
But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to say

Stolen like I've hacked the life I'm living
Let me show you just the f*cks I'm giving
Always told you that my deaths expected
Dont want no trouble but I'm getting restless

Your tripping cause that's just how you are?
Really tripping cause you wanna be woke
But that mental state though
All the bullshit got you lost
All the preaching got you lost
And it's just like I thought