K-Oddic - Crossin' Contrails Lyrics

She lays in bed with her pains and aches
Fearing the pills that take pains away
She cries and cries, let's the tears dry
So many mistakes, so many regrets
She shivers and shakes breaks out in sweats
Hides under her comforter with no one to comfort her
She looks at her feet, she smiles and laughs
She's walked many feet,many miles and paths
But many roads with many lows
Two beautiful kids, two unusual dads
An unusual split, two unusual paths
She cries why did I ruin my life
Crossin' contrails in the night
Wondering if we'll see the light
We're crossin' paths with lots of laughs
Til' the crosshairs on our backs arrive
Crossin' contrails in the night
Wondering if we'll see the light
We're crossin' paths with lots of laughs
Til' the crosshairs on our backs arrive
She had a marriage she thought was great
Second baby in a carriage that brought her grace
Two kids, a spouse, a dog, a house
But she felt her spouse slowly turned into a dog
Stayed quiet as a mouse while pushing through the fog
But became ill, swallowed all the pain pills
Her opticals hide the sight of her spouse
Hospitalized, taken from her house
Almost died as she tried to hide
But after round two of her surfeit
She was found doomed over her kids
She lost custody and lost trust and she
Speculates everyday, "Will they ever trust in me"
Crossin' contrails in the night
Wondering if we'll see the light
We're crossin' paths with lots of laughs
Til' the crosshairs on our backs arrive
Crossin' contrails in the night
Wondering if we'll see the light
We're crossin' paths with lots of laughs
Til' the crosshairs on our backs arrive
Now it's been some time since she's seen her daughter
Brings tears to her eyes thinking about the father
Saying "mommy is a bad person,
You can't see her" and that's hurting
And eating her up and beating her up
With these scars in her heart that's leaving her stuck
In a place she calls her grave
Afraid, ashamed, and in pain
Refused the pills that the doctor wrote her
No more refills, she's thought it over
Now it's been a blue moon since she's consumed
A sedative / medicine now she's gotten sober
Deals with discomfort cause she feels comfort
Anticipates for the day to see her daughter's face
Yesterday is in the past, today is not the same
So give the lady a break cause people change
Crossin' contrails in the night
Wondering if we'll see the light
We're crossin' paths with lots of laughs
Til' the crosshairs on our backs arrive
Crossin' contrails in the night
Wondering if we'll see the light
We're crossin' paths with lots of laughs
Til' the crosshairs on our backs arrive