The words are hard to write but God will guide the pen
We just lost you it doesn't make you any sense
Woke up to news that you got shot and I can't feel a thing
My body's numb 'cause this must be a fever dream
But I'll try my best to not make this a sad song
We had so many good times, that 'Imma latch on
Jason, the inspirer of many minds
You let your heart lead the way and that's so rare to find
Too many conversations at the Bolton Dining Hall
Talking 'bout if we just focus, we can have it all
Recording at the MLC, mixing twisting knobs
You had the ear to carve the sound that could take us far
All we had was laptops and apple EarPods
Caring bout your people's all you ever cared 'bout
You dropped a tape called the Bloom that showed me I could dream
When I was apprehensive, you said God will take the lead 8
When I was unassured, you had confidence in me
And I tried to tell you then what it really means
But now what it really means is everything
And the horror that I cannot tell you that again is a scary thing
I'm forever grateful, you impacted many
Yeah the kids gon' vouch and that's more than telling
All I can I do is look up to lord
As we reminisce over you my God
I think the sun and the fire went cold on me
I thought I knew the story ending's I don't know nothing
I miss you dearly, so the highs are a low for me
Because you and God got me, there is hope for me
I feel the sun warming up, yeah you guiding us
Because of your light you had to enlighten us
We gon' move the world 'cause you inspired us
I can't thank you enough, yeah
Jubilant and so often noble
You found purpose as a teacher, you were ill with the coding
Guided kids that were lost, found their way cause you showed 'em
Same way you showed me even though I was older
I just to talked to Patrick, man it's dire
He's your big brother, torn up cause you ain't beside him
Kaelo feels the same way, man this pain's not subsiding
Without you ain't no way that I would ever meet Brian, damn
I'll try to get through this verse without crying
When I say you were the truth, people know I'm not lying
Spending on hours on the phone talking purpose and women
You would boast about the girls you pull at dorm residentials
Open mic at Athens shows, thirty people at most
You would think it was arenas, how your confidence glowed
West Hancock Ave talking labels and business
I got an email from a Roc A&R, now we winning
We had a long way to go, we weren't that close
It's a process, something me and you both know
It's hard to process that you won't get to see your flowers
Bloom in a perfect world you get to see the team grow
My heart has undergone erosion, hard to stomach this feeling
Pray your family can find all the peace that they seeking
And there's still ain't no bar we can't reach
Word to Jay Spice, we ain't never gon peak, that's fo sho.
I think the sun and the fire went cold on me
I thought I knew the story ending's I don't know nothing
I miss you dearly, so the highs are a low for me
Because you and God got me, there is hope for me
I feel the sun warming up, yeah you guiding us
Because of your light you had to enlighten us
We gon' move the world 'cause you inspired us
I can't thank you enough, yeah
I chose to believe and I chose to love
Every shot we never take is just a dream we never make