[ Featuring Turkish Executioner, MERNO ]
Dark days dark days she got me on go
Isolated problems feel the pain holding me
Wishing I never even met you
Mind clouded with regrets
Real eyes recognize real
Pussy or action most of the
Days consists of me overthinking
Opportunities missed my shots got a
Call from my friend telling me my
Records aren't selling blacklisted
From life it's self behind the smoke
And mirrors in a dungeon with all
My feelings beside me go through
A lot sounds cliche because
Everybody says the same it's
Probably not the same fear of
Regression tired of the madness
My worlds been feeling dark since
Twenty fifteen ain't talking fabrications
Only talking real lost a few
Relationships because I was distant
Broke some more till there was none to break
Everyday it's a reprint in my mind being alone
Tried to tint out my Problems they weren't
F*cking with me or my goals
Hating like the grind wasn't there
The money never came and I remained the
Same started off with a few dollars ended
Up with a few more depression aside
I'm just another goat in the heard
Only hoping to make it times
Of sudden change friends changing up
Had to boost up my grind to
Prove them wrong so many people
Had there objections telling me I
Wouldn't be shit even with
The feeling of the entire world is against
Me I still held my own ain't no sugar
Coating this shit I'm here to reveal
The dark side of the matter
A side of laughter getting attacked
From all directions trying to defend my
Title nights where I got no rest
Pushing my problems off to the side
Letting them pile up till they fell right
On top I been feeling broken
So damn isolated mind filled with regrets
I was happier rapping from my voice memos
A lot of things has me heart broken
From losing my loved ones to coming
Close to losing my own sanity
Not a single day goes by I'm not upset
Now I'm just feeling jaded
Dark days she got me on go
Isolated problems feel
The pain holding me
Wishing I never even met you
Mind clouded with regrets
Real recognize real don't tell
Me I don't got talent I gotta do
My thing cuz if don't then man what
Happened gotta go and cause the
Haveick they thinking that they can
Compete I do my thing and
I will not be on repeat
Gotta go gotta make sure I'm not slowing
If I am then that's a problem gotta go and
Reload it I'm just being me because
I cannot be you don't get it confused
I got the juice and fused
Because I'm chilling rolling
Knowing I got to keep going
I'm sitting in my darkest days
And my darkest ways trying to
Find the light but aye it's just out the reach
I'm going in I'm going in
What you think I don't know but
It's on cuz I'm gonna go and rethink
I'm gonna paint a picture for ya
Just imagine a kid trying to do his thing
And get it how he lives I'm being
A man I gotta feed the family If
I'm not god damn you might as
Well cut off my hand
I'm being me being me because
I can't be you I gotta be the
Noodles got the juice don't refuse
I'm chilling rolling knowing I got it
I'm sitting in my darkest days
But its okay because I got i'm gonna
Find the light make it myself
If I can call me Thomas Edison
With the way I'm going in
Real recognize real don't tell
Me I don't got talent I been
Trying to make it happen you
Can see It on my pallet
They don't know that I do things
That their own eyes can't see
But it does not matter Because
I keep it moving
I'm putting on a show don't care
What's behind the curtain I'm cleaning
Up the mess I made myself and I'm convinced
I can do it don't tell me I'm wrong because
You will realize I'm not
Don't tell me I'm wrong Ill keep going
Till I drop I'm in a dark place that
I know I will escape and just like dinner
We'll say grace
Dark days she got me on go
Isolated problems feel
The pain holding me
Wishing I never even met you
Mind clouded with regrets
