Kpzy - Memories Lyrics

I'm sitting back looking at pictures thinking bout all of my niggas
That's dead and long gone but a nigga still miss ya
I was drowning in liquor popping dem pills and smoking them swishers
Damn near Od'ed woke up in the hospital holding ya picture
Main I Can't face the pain erase the pain sip a little liquor hit some mary jane
Wishing you where here you're missing everything
Like my new baby girl and my wedding rang
It ain't been the same since that call came
By the time that call ended it was all pain
And I'm left with memories remember you and me
Doing king shit making hood history
Built up a team quick getting green chips if it aint bout a dollar it don't make sense
Spitting like a scholar in the yo dropping hits when we kicked our flow it was so sick
Started mastering our craft getting noticed
Hoes coming fast cuz we rolling and were touching too much cash losing focus
But we counting up this dough so we ain't know it
Till the laws came with them flash bangs moving so fast trying to stash caine
Had a secret panic room in the hall way and we stayed in that muthaf*cka all day
Snuck thru the basement to the gangway
Now we back on the block catching the same plays
In the back of my mind I'm thinking bout change
But folks love da cash he don't feel the same
I can't blame the main cuz we was flipping no double up we tripling
Had hella racks I'll give it back just for you to live another minute
I'm sitting back looking at pictures thinking bout all of my niggas
That's dead and long gone but a nigga still miss ya
Was drowning in liquor popping dem pills and smoking on swishers
Damn near Od'ed woke up in the hospital holding ya picture
Take me back to those good ole days close my eyes and i drift away
Looking at these mental pictures those memories make me wish I'm wit ya
Sipping hennessey cuz I miss ya nigga
A piece of me died when they killed my nigga
Got a lot on my mind can't conceal the shit
Popping pills hoping not to feel the shit
For real tell me how deal with this was at my lowest point and wanted to call it quits
Felt life was a curse when it's all a gift and the time that you got is all you get
Mistakes that I made can't take them back there's no replay gotta face the facts
And I'm facing that while Im vaping wax and forever gonna attack the tracks
For real tho, pain made a nigga skill grow sharpen up my aim with the pen stroke
Tried to hold me down but I still grow and you still know Ima still flow
For real bro You gonna feel it from the get go cuz I'm giving what I live yo
Pain make a nigga skills grow And you ain't lived how I lived tho
I'm sitting back looking at pictures thinking bout all of my niggas
That's dead and long gone but a nigga still miss ya
Was drowning in liquor popping dem pills and smoking on swishers
Damn near Od'ed woke up in the hospital holding ya picture