Kristjana - king of my heart Lyrics

I hear the music of a death march
As I see them walk what's left of you through the church
I see them through the dark veil
I feel the salty taste
Stream down my face
As I see them walk you down the aisle
Like how I did on our special day
But here I am
Alone
It makes me think of when we here home
Together
But now I'm all alone

I remember all of those times
When we were young
All I wanted was you
When that old Cadillac was new
And you brought me tulips to
When we couldn't afford to go someplace nice
So you took me to that field
Where we whispered under the stars
All I knew was you
I never wanted to be apart
You were the king of my heart

The ceremony began
I could her some faint cry's
Maybe it was me
Screaming from the past
All I knew was I would be yours forever
But now you're gone
Forever and ever
Over 40 years we had together
All we wanted to do was last
I took your last name
But you were taken to soon
How will I last without you

I remember all of those times
When we were young
All I wanted was you
When that old Cadillac was new
And you brought me tulips to
When we couldn't afford to go someplace nice
So you took me to that field
Where we whispered under the stars
All I knew was you
I never wanted to be apart
You were the king of my heart

Here I am, standing over you
Crying
This is the last time I will see you
Forever
Until I join you in heaven
But that short time will feel like eternity
Heaven is nothing without you
So I'm in hell until I see you again
But here I am, standing over you
I kiss my fingertips
And place them gently on your face
It's cold
And it once was warm
I feel a sob coming on as I run
Run away
Away from all our family and friends
This doesn't feel real
How can I survive without the love of my life
How will I survive

I remember all of those times
When we were young
All I wanted was you
When that old Cadillac was new
And you brought me tulips to
When we couldn't afford to go someplace nice
So you took me out to that field
Where we whispered under the stars
All I knew was you
I never wanted to be apart
You were the king of my heart
But now your gone
And I can't wait to see you again
No I can't wait to see you again