Bugfriend Video (MV)

I stay in bed for days on end
Wondering if I'm worth the trouble of being a friend
Cause I just seem
To always say the same things
About all the times I'm embarrassing
And continue to talk
In third person
You told me you were always so certain
That I would never take the time to totally relax
I'll just waste my life on the relapse
I hate that it will always cross my mind
Tearing me apart at any given time
As I sit in silence
The feeling is overwhelming
I'll never be strong enough
To be the one who's helping
I hate that it will always cross my mind
Tearing me apart at any given time
And I surrender eternally for some reason
Cause I feel so lost with nothing to believe in
I wish I could fulfill it myself
But the only thing I create is hell
A debby downer spliffany roach
That resents every line he should've never wrote
And tries to find meaning in his pathetic life
Letting all my fears keep me up at night