I keep putting the blame
On everything including my shame
And it just builds up
Until I lash out
Keep digging the same damn grave
Pretty soon there will be nothing left to save
And I couldn't even tell you
Why I need a savior
I've done everything on my own
Despite my codependent behavior
I just want you to see
Why I'm so unpredictable
But I just continue my pathetic struggle
With my grave and a shovel
I just keep digging the same grave
I know now why I'll never be saved
I'm helpless and clueless
To the meaning of feeling life
I'm just stuck to wonder alone in my thoughts
Every night