I just keep telling you how this all happens
In my head
The way I interpret everything everyone said
When I was having a panic attack
You know they're frequent
And always distract
You from the fact
That I've got nothing going
Nothing to show
For the years I swear I've been growing
But nothing's really happening
Were all just running away
From where we really want to be
I just keep adding to the problem
I just ignore everything
And disassociate to often
I always fail to make connections
Everyone only sees me
Through my own reflection
I just keep telling you how this all happens
In my head
The way I interpret everything everyone said
When I was having a panic attack
You know they're frequent
And always distract
You from the fact
That I've got nothing going
Nothing to show
For the years I swear I've been growing
But nothing's really happening
Were all just running away
From where we really want to be