Hermatical Video (MV)

I just feel so easy
When I'm by myself
I wish I could hold on to you
But I over stocked
My shelve
With better memories
But I'm still plagued
With your love's imagery
You could say it's probably the comfort
That I miss the most
But I can't shake the feeling
That I'm being followed
By your ghost
I can't even feel right in public
Everything reminds me of you
I just keep backtracking
On all of the dumb shit we used to do
Even when shit hit the fan
I still gave all that I had
To somehow keep you in my life
But I could never get the timing right
I'll be late almost every time
But you'll always be what's on my mind
Torturing myself is my only past time
Don't worry I'll always pretend that I'm fine
I can't even feel right in public
Everything reminds me of you
I just keep backtracking
On all of the dumb shit we used to do
But I lose more of my sanity
The more I, Indulge
I'm the master mind behind
My own
Downfall
I'm just scared I left
What was the best of me
With her
Now I'm paying for my distractions
Reciting every word