I just keep drawing
The same conclusion
That I should just dive deeper
Into this delusion
That all my hard work
Will eventually pay off
But you always tend to
Call my bluff
And I give up again
I can't even keep my friends
They all leave
Eventually
This has become my reality
And I'm so insignificant
I don't even need a replacement
All I know
Is I'll never be complacent
But everybody knows
How full of shit I really am
They can see right through
My poorly crafted plan
That never accepted any guidance
I just travel alone in silence
But I wear my emotions
On my skin
I don't know why my stability
Runs so thin
I just keep testing what I can handle
I just melt with my emotion
Like. a candle
And let it consume me whole
I'll always feel like I'm invisible
And I give up again
I can't even keep my friends
They all leave
Eventually
This has become my reality
And I'm so insignificant
I don't even need a replacement
All I know
Is I'll never be complacent