I keep thinking everything I love is disappearing
Sometimes everything I want is not what I'm seeing
I just spend energy like it will always come back
I used to not analyze how everyone acts
And not take every negative moment personally
Even though I just give the same energy back eventually
And the situation never works out
Everyone just continues to breathe doubt
And it's all we see above everything else
No matter how much love we felt
It will always change like everything does
And it will feel way worse than the buzz
Or the come down for that matter
Everything about me just keeps getting sadder
And I've developed a one way track of thinking
And my thoughts just make sure I keep sinking