Avoiding everything I can't take back
Like explaining all the reasons for the way I act
I wish it was just me trying to be myself
But I feel like this confrontation will always be bad for my health
I keep going in and out of it
Everything tells me you've had enough of it
I'm too aloof and I never stay the same
Despite repetitive mistakes calling out my name
They just effect everyone that I try to get close to
Leaving me all alone I never know what to do
I just sit and stare at the wall for hours
Hoping this year I'll bloom with the flowers
Instead of whithering away
With my pathetic decay
Of everything I used to feel
Nothing will ever be real
I'm too aloof and I never stay the same
Despite repetitive mistakes calling out my name