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I just need to find a different outlet
And try not to make a mess of it
Leaving all my mistakes in the past
Trying not to burn out
Of this state of mind too fast
But it just seems to be a vicious circle
A never ending, Deadly hurdle
That I can't conquer for, the life of me
It's sad, How powerless I came to be
I just need to figure it out on my own
Show myself I've truly grown
But I get to caught up in where I need to be
The future always gets the best of me
I keep contradicting what I'm trying to live by
Compensating by constantly getting high
But I don't blame that for where I stand
Stationary progress was never part of the plan
It just seemed to let himself in
My emotional balance keeps wearing thin
Almost to the point of no return
Always running away out of fear of being burned
I guess I'll never learn
I just need to figure it out on my own
Show myself I've truly grown
But I get to caught up in where I need to be
The future always gets the best of me
I keep contradicting what I'm trying to live by
Compensating by constantly getting high
But I don't blame that for where I stand
Stationary progress was never part of the plan