I hate this standard
I put on what my life should be
I don't need approval from anybody
I just feel so lost
Without any reassurance
I tell myself to ignore it
But it wins
Whatever social standard
You follow
I can assure you I don't meet it
Everyone I meet
Are sure I'm crazy in an instant
And then proceed
To stay so far away
That I can't even argue with them
I'm just jealous
I could never leave myself in the end
I'm the worst kind of friend
No matter how hard I try
To think differently
And change who I am
I just conform
And fall deeper into
Society's plan
No one tells you how lonely it is
Being a piece of shit
I mean they probably did
But I wasn't listening
It feels like my bad luck
Is always just beginning
And then proceed
To stay so far away
That I can't even argue with them
I'm just jealous
I could never leave myself in the end
I'm the worst kind of friend