Natalie Video (MV)

I don't know what to say
Forgotten all my lines
Cause you've run into this lonely life of mine
I try to play it cool
But you make me jump inside
And when you walk right into the room
I start to lose my mind
Cause I know what you are thinking
I can see it in your eyes
We both just want some kissing
But we keep these thoughts inside

Oh cold and lonely summer
Without your tender hand
I swear next time I promise
That I won't waste my chance
Oh cold and lonely summer
This feeling I can't stand
I swear next time I promise
That I won't waste my chance

Whenever I look around
I'm hoping to see you
It's crazy how you've got me all
Mixed up and confused
Cause are we only friends
Or is there something more
I'm waiting to find out what this life
Secretly has in store
But I don't need a lover
Wait maybe I really do
I don't have all the answers
But I know that I want you

Oh cold and lonely summer
Without your tender hand
I swear next time I promise
That I won't waste my chance
Oh cold and lonely summer
This feeling I can't stand
I swear next time I promise
That I won't waste my chance

I've wasted time back in the day
Back when my fashion was whack and lame
Massive fake, plastic face
All ashamed of who I was
I wanted to change my name
So I dressed in different ways to present and portray
All these images of confidence, illustrating prominence
Faking all the feelings of power and dominance
Innocent and lost
That's the struggle of an immigrant who bought
Into dreams but still serves a bigger boss
Damn what a sad way of living I was missing all my inner wisdom
Givin in drinking, losing vision, tryna sound like I'm feeling like the man
But I was scared to follow all of my plans
So I changed my ways, meditated and prayed
Started looking for answers in all these reflective states
The lessons I gained said that loving today
Is a blessing and should never go to waste

Oh cold and lonely summer
Without your tender hand
I swear next time I promise
That I won't waste my chance
Oh cold and lonely summer
Without your tender hand
I swear next time I promise
That I won't waste my chance

If you are not yet prepared to have a girlfriend
Then just don't, you're still young anyway
Okay I'll just date
Yeah date is fine, no
No long-term
Medium-term
Just friends
With benefits, yeah
Love you lola
Love you too
Mwah, kumain ka na