KXNG EEZY - Regrets Lyrics

KXNG EEZY on the beat
Most of my life I just kept on the low
Suicide thoughts, I still here on the low
I walk in a world where I only see strangers
I have to look back in case I'm in danger
I don't know why I have no fear about death
Maybe because I had time to accept
I made dumb mistakes and there's things I regret
Losin' my ex kinda took me a sec
More then a sec, maybe a minute
Months upon months, the love wasn't finished
I don't know why I put this trust in these women
To show me the love that my family didn't
Maybe that's why I just want to have children
To show me affection my mum and dad didn't
I love them to bits but still hate that they did it
I was only a kid, what the f*ck was you thinking?
The devil still talkin', my pain that's he's drinking
My life like Titanic, it always keeps sinking
I look up to God, please answer my prayers
Rest in peace to my uncle, I wish he was here
I can't talk to my peers, this shit isn't fair
They call me a pussy the sec' they see tears
I'm just tearin' apart, don't know where to start
My soul be so shallow, my heart be so dark
I can't take it no more, I've just taken a lot
Difficult times and the battles I've fought
Grew up in Dublin, racism I've fought
Didn't ask for my colour, it's just what I got
I can't take it no more, I've just taken a lot
Put the knife to my chest and I stick it so deep
Man, I'm so tired but can't go to sleep
I just look at the goals but I still cannot reach
This shit isn't fair
This shit isn't fair, man