Kxng Junxor - SURRENDER Lyrics

I never thought you'd hear me talk about this shit again
But this conversation sparked when I was with my friend
He was talking bout his pops and how he dead and gone
Which made think about mine, like when he coming home
When I talk bout coming home, I don't mean a place
Cause its obvious my father trynna find his way
Now all the songs that I made got me feeling bad
Its like I know I should be mad, but he still my Dad
Damn, thats the life we gotta deal with
His dad abandoned him and thats the reason that I feel this
But that don't make it right I was only a kid
I'm talking 14, I needed a man
In my life but you ain't want me
Thats right
I tried to fight in my head
Like act like he's dead
But you not and it hurts
And I cry and I sigh
No reply from the guy that I idolized
That ain't okay with my vision
Cause nigga you family too and you a part of my mission
I want you Champagne sipping yacht boat living
Big money spending, but first we gotta mend this
Had to bury my Granfather without you there
I had to be strong, I had to hold back tears
I still don't know why you ain't show and neither did I care
All I know in my heart is that I wanted you there
Can I surrender my heart to you
Cause you was there from the start I love you
You see me growing it can' be true
That this version of you is you
Thats why surrender
Thats why surrender
Thats why surrender
Thats why surrender
Can I surrender my heart to you
Cause you was there from the start I love you
You see me growing it can' be true
That this version of you is you
Thats why surrender
Thats why surrender
Thats why surrender
Thats why surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender (yeah)
Thats why surrender (yeah)
Thank you
Obediently yours
Forever