Kyle Landon - Tears of a Statue Lyrics

So can I break character yet
I'm getting sad
Not allowed to be vulnerable
I'm feeling trapped

Leave me alone
Then come back here
Blow up my phone
Then disappear
Have I been good
Punish me now
Do what I should
I don't know how

What's the problem
Everyone's mute
Don't you feel numb
C'mon and shoot
End my life now
Don't see the point
You are allowed
Just make me void

I can't tell anyone how I'm feeling
Statue, statue
I am frozen, frozen

If I make you hate me you won't hurt after I die
You'll go on with your business and never wonder why
It'd be nice to be forgotten at own funeral
Drift away with wind and leaves as clouds of pewter fall

So can I break character yet
I'm getting sad
Not allowed to be vulnerable
I'm feeling trapped

I don't know how much longer I can bare these
Thoughts of my death cuz they no longer scare me
Already know how I'd do it if I had to
Already know that I lost it, what else is new
Cuz if there's nothing left to look forward to
If there's nothing else left to do
I might just
You're making me feel bad, like I can't let these thoughts loose

I can't tell anyone how I'm feeling
Statue, statue
I am frozen, frozen

If I make you hate me you won't hurt after I die
You'll go on with your business and never wonder why
It'd be nice to be forgotten at own funeral
Drift away with wind and leaves as clouds of pewter fall

So can I break character yet
I'm getting sad
Not allowed to be vulnerable
I'm feeling trapped