Lights Out Paris - Saturday Night Serenade Lyrics

I haven't had a drink in 3 whole years
Theres no reason to drink when your not here
I'm for all of my lies
Is there anyway for me to apologize
Thank you for all of your hope and concern
But its pretty clear i'll never learn
Tonight will be our final night
This is our mark of social suicide
(Chorus)
Do the kids no that i'm no hero inside
Do they know that there father isn't right
Do they understand what happened
Do you they know you left for important reasons
(Verse 2)
Is father a name i deserve
Is father a name that i could earn
Can we erase my past
I promise you i'm a different
All the alchol and cigarrettes
Are laying somewhere in the Trash
I decided to leave it all behind
(Pre-chorus)
Sometimes dreams really come true
Thats why i'm still here waiting for you
Am i waisting my time or is this right
I just want you to know how i feel inside
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
Reasons to be
Do they not love me anymore
Do they love me like they did before
Do they tonights my final night
Cause this is our mark of social suicide