Luckie Strike - Never Be The Same Lyrics

was I just a clown?
was it my fault
what I tried to figure out
a personal assault
I share with you
in my aim
I wish you felt the same
am I just caught up
in this mess I'm in?
still leaving with a grin
on my guilty face
and I feel like a liar
but this was getting tired
and things will never be the same again