La G OTE - Out My Mind Lyrics

I'm really out my mind got a nigga asking why
Nigga brother been gone still ain't really say bye
Things ain't what they use to be
How you take him from me
He was younger than me
Shit wasn't meant to be
Can't really hold on but how can I let go
Tried to protect bro, wasn't there when he needed most
Shit really hurt a nigga, can't see the bigger picture
Always take the ones that could be a different nigga

I'm really out my mind, no a nigga not fine
Had to make the right choice, hardest of my damn life
Shit still ain't sitting right, he ain't even have a fight
Tried not to kill a nigga, took all my damn might
They was suppose to save him, not send him to an early grave
Said he didn't want to die, thought he always be safe
Told my nigga the biggest lie, got me still wanna cry
Hope he forgive me, never thought that he'll die

I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind

I'm really out my mind got a nigga asking why
Got to carry this burden sometimes I don't want to try
He ain't live a full life, even had a stupid wife
Shit really cut deep hope all those mother f*ckers fry

I'm really out my mind, no a nigga not fine
Had to make the right choice, hardest of my damn life
Shit still ain't sitting right, he ain't even have a fight
Tried not to kill a nigga, took all my damn might
They was suppose to save him, not send him to an early grave
Said he didn't want to die, thought he always be safe
Told my nigga the biggest lie, got me still wanna cry
Hope he forgive me, never thought that he'll die

I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind

I'm really out my mind got a nigga asking why
Nigga brother been gone still ain't really say bye
Things ain't what they use to be
How you take him from me
He was younger than me
Shit wasn't meant to be
Can't really hold on but how can I let go
Tried to protect bro, wasn't there when he needed most
Shit really hurt a nigga, can't see the bigger picture
Always take the ones that could be a different nigga

I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind
I'm really out my mind