Inching back and forth in the space between
Uncertainty and constantly regretting everything I do
I exhale ketone breath and bottle up the rest
My hair smells of smoke, but I don't care anymore
Squeeze shut my eyes
And apologize
So I apologize
In the middle of the street pleading with the sky again
Wake me when it ends
My glazed over eyes can tell no lies
Did I pinch a nerve in the back of your throat?
Why can't you tell me you love me anymore?
Squeeze shut my eyes
And apologize
So I apologize
You deserve so much better than me
So much than I can give
So I apologize
So I apologize
So I apologize
Apologize
Apologize