For days I sleep
Stuck in an endless painkiller dream
With arms outstretched to you
Come pull the curtains back
The sun bleeds in through cracked eyelids
(Why does the sun come out?)
Wish I couldn't wake up again, couldn't wake up again
(The dreams mitigate my missing reality
We pull the trigger but it wouldn't do anything)
Wish I couldn't wake up again, couldn't wake up again
(The dreams mitigate my missing reality
The thoughts of sorrow with no ending of self-defeat)
For days I sleep
My script is out again
All my sorrows
Gotta wash em away with a bottle of Heaven Hill
I don't know how I made it this time
(The dreams mitigate my missing reality
We pull the trigger but it wouldn't do anything)
I don't know how I made it this time
(The dreams mitigate my missing reality
The thoughts of sorrow with no ending of self-defeat)
I wished I couldn't wake up again
(Wishing all my fears would come back to me
Thinking maybe that my demons are out for me)
I don't know how I made it this time
(The dreams mitigate my missing reality
We pull the trigger but it wouldn't do anything)
Wished I couldn't wake up again, couldn't wake up again
(The dreams mitigate my missing reality
The thoughts of sorrow with no ending of self-defeat)
I wished I couldn't wake up again
But I woke up again