Drop me off
On the side of the road
But I don't want to go
And I don't want to be alone
You hold my hand
So I don't fall
When I'm too drunk to stand on my own
When it's too quiet
You get so afraid
That I'm hurting myself again
But i just want it to end
I'm sorry I f*cked up this time
And I'm sorry for the things that I've done
It's killing me that it's killing you
My dependency has me too far gone
And I swear I'll get help
A floor covered in bile and whiskey
And scars across my veins
Is just another excuse
To keep everything from you
I've been sleeping in this bed for days
But there's nothing I can take to keep the thoughts away
I've been sleeping in this bed for days
And there's nothing you can say to keep me awake