Yeah I was f*cked up
Yeah I was f*cked up
What was I thinking
What was I thinking
They said keep drinking
No I can't feel my feelings
Whoa I feel woozy
Heart beating like sonic
Stomach operating poorly
Feeling turns chronic
Yeah I wanna vomit
Hasty decisions and mistakes
Thought it would heal everything
(Yeah It never did)
(Yeah it never did)
I know this feeling wouldn't last
Thought it would help me forget about my past
It's not up to what it's made to be
I think I need to flee from this life of comradery
Isolation is the key to my success
Keep a few, forget the rest
I think it's for the best
People see the worst in you
You see it in them too
Yeah I was f*cked up
Yeah I was f*cked up
What was I thinking
What was I thinking
They said keep drinking
No I can't feel my feelings
Wow I feel woozy
Heart beating like sonic
Stomach operating poorly
Feeling turns chronic
Yeah I wanna vomit
Everyone has their demons
Now they're taking over
Frigid cold seasons
Just looking for closure
Polar ice caps freezing over
I must be dreaming
No I'm not memeing
Just another hallucination
I need to drown in medication
I try to give myself composure
Turns out to be overexposure
To all the pain inside my head
F*ck 2018, 2019 lets get this bread