Larmet - Childhood Lyrics

Was I loved or was it fake where I wished for or a mistake
Thinking and pondering over that, during my childhood

I begged, to be seen to be heard be someone.
Longing for some acceptation Hoped for some kind of revelation, during my childhood.

But I waited, in vain. And I know it`s insane
Cause I can never reclaim those years who has passed during my childhood

Bad patterns and behaviors, have I overthrown.
You did as good as you could, but you could never see.
You gave me all I needed but you never saw me.

I waited for approval. But it wasn't there
I get so disappointed I search for openings everywhere.

I tried, to knock many time, on your door.
But every time it comes back, to how it was before during my childhood.
Carry me the child in me my wounds still remain
Put some healing words on my soul. To even the pains
See me, hear me, listen to what I say.
Would maybe help me get free from my wounds someday

Bad patterns and behaviors, have I overthrown.
You did as good as you could, but you could never see.
You gave me all I needed but you never saw me.
I waited for approval. But it wasn't there
I get so disappointed I search for openings everywhere.

I want to reach some kind of recognition.
That I wasn´t the wrong part Some kind of apologize
That could make a new start of our thriving relation