Laurie - Still Love You Lyrics

So I walk the streets
A tear on my face
I just can't escape
Feel like in a maze
I don't know why I deserve this
I wish that I could change my ways
But I can't help myself right now
Cause I still love you
I can't just realise
I have to live without you
All alone, on my own
It's so wrong
So I walk the streets
A tear on my face
All alone, on my own
It's so wrong
Its hard to get over
This beautiful lie
Don't know how to hold on
Should I still fighting for you
Now I just wonder
What I'm gonna do
Will I survive this
Without you
Will I survive
Without you
Will I survive
So now I'm alone
What should I do
On my way back home
My heart is in two
Do I really deserve this
I don't know what to say
I don't really know why
But I still, still love you
Its hard to get over
This beautiful lie
Don't know how to hold on
Should I still fighting for you
Now I just wonder
What I'm gonna do
Will I survive this
I don't know...
Beautiful lie
Fighting for you
What will I do
Will I survive this
I still hear you say Baby that I mean everything to you
Now I know that these words never meant something to you
Is it just a bad dream?
Is it really true?
I hope that one day you feel the same pain I do
Yeah that's what I say
Its hard to get over
This beautiful lie
Don't know how to hold on
Should I still fighting for you
Now I just wonder
What I'm gonna do
Will I survive this
I don't know...
Beautiful lie
Fighting for you
What will I do
Will I survive this