Lavva - Living Prayer Lyrics

I never really understood prayer
When God was just some far away man out there
A white dude with a beard, straight brown hair
Billion people in the world
Why the f*ck would he care
I didn't really understand prayer
Used it as a last resort
And to cover my ass
Fear the driving force
Faith dwindling fast
Anxious for the future, present and past
Hit the gas
Was it the crash that brought me back into a space of gratitude?
Giving birth or using words to conjure larger magnitudes?
Had so many filters over life
I tried to hide the blues
Stomping out my inner light
Addictions to my abuse
So many miracles are here no longer numb to
So many mirrors in my friends I had to come to
The channel clearer had to make amends with young me
I am a living, breathing, holy prayer walking
Somewhere around a fire ancestors spoke me up
The smoke lifted up and passed through dimensions
Same time I lit the J and took a big old puff
I heard their whispers paint a picture of a goddess
She's powerful and raw and she carries all of us
In her womb
Soon to bloom with creation
Her child and her predecessors here at once
God is inside of her open heart
All these reflections round me
From my fam to the trees, God is all I see
All these intentions I speak
For my fam and the trees and my ancestry
All these projections I seen
The dark shadows of our humanity
All these directions pointing
To a deeper need for harmony
So me and God getting right
Divine Mother and Father
Forever your child
Imma hold shit down
While I keep shit light
Moving through this lifetime
Always with me so I know
There ain't know where I can go
That I'd ever be alone
I feel your wisdom in my body and my mind
Your infinite intelligence is my design
Speaking clearly in the mirror
I know the Most High hear her
Protect the babies in the village
Reflect the courage to be real
Connect the dots so we can feel it
Sending signs and them symbols
Synchronized with Creator
Love myself today and later
My reality a prayer
Thank you God that we made it