LCL - RIP Will Lyrics

Oh, oh
I ain't tryna lie and say you've been my brother
But I'd say that me and you have got some history
Well I didn't think that one of us was gonna outlive the other
But I wonder what I could have done differently
What-ifs are the currency we hold up to the past
Clash with different living theories on what is and isn't bad
This is sad
Wonder if you ever came to grips with half of the shit
That made you wanna throw yourself onto the tracks
Looking back
We were chill
You was weird but shit you rocked it
Had a couple talks on shit that makes the human conscious
Swear to God I f*cked with you
Now your gone
I really wish that I could talk with you about a way that you could weigh your options
But that isn't how this works
Sure I wish that I'd learned the shit giving you hurt
Cause this you didn't deserve
In a prison of your skin
And you were hidden with your words
So you took a different turn
And now you're swimming with the birds
If I gave it more attention
Would you still be on the earth
Was it fear that you were different
Was it evil in the pure
Was it people you were with
And was it peaceful
Did it hurt
Any chance that I could see you
When I get my chance to burn
There's a lot of shit that weighs on me
And yea
I've carried this for days homie
And yea
I feel it when I stay lonely
Sometimes man I wanna catch a train
On some days it's ok say
"Hi Will"
"How's it been? How you doing"
"I don't blame you for the pain mistakes are part of being human"
But it doesn't change the way I carry pieces of the blame
It only bits but things are different
I don't see them being the same as they were