Yeah pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Wanted some ice in my veins
I called out his name but I said it in vain
Tired of playing these games
I act like I'm okay but nothing's the same
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Old life is over
Handing it over
Been through too much glad I handled it sober
My life is so low
Feel like I'm solo
Hiding my pain depression yelling yolo
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
Wanted some ice in my veins
I called out his name but I said it in vain
Tired of playing these games
I act like I'm okay but nothing's the same
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Old life is over
Handing it over
Been through too much glad I handled it sober
My life is so low
Feel like I'm solo
Hiding my pain depression yelling yolo
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
All that suffering
For a couple rings
Yeah the devil ringing
And my demons singing
Tryna find some meaning
Tryna stay from leaning
Old life is over
Keep my head up tryna find a better way
I'm so fed up thinking about you every day
Past me is better only thing you wanna say
Trust me I remember I know I'm a sinner
Ask me if I miss her tell you does it matter
Why should I focus on things that never made me better
I'd rather focus on why my life is never better
Or why I'm not a winner
Or why I'm such a sinner
Wanted some ice in my veins
I called out his name but I said it in vain
Tired of playing these games
I act like I'm okay but nothing's the same
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Old life is over
Handing it over
Been through too much glad I handled it sober
My life is so low
Feel like I'm solo
Hiding my pain depression yelling yolo
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects
I gotta pay my respects
Pay my respects