They gone'
They gone'
They gone' hate me
Lose control
I been losing my mind
Yea
I feel intertwined
Lose control
With space and time
Lose control
Never mind
Lose control
I can't listen to no yes men, no pen pushing, no
Desk men
I got my methods to calm down
But all I see is red man, now all I see is dead man
All I see is old friends
I pray I never lose myself
I pray I never lose my health
Hands up for no one else but baby Jesus and no one else
All I ever wanted was wealth
All I ever seen was sorrow
Money that I had to borrow
No promises for tomorrow so I must live for today
I don't know any other way
They gone', they gone', they gone' hate me
Yeah, they gone' love me
Lose control
They gone' love me
Lose control
From a lost child to a young man
I still remember playing kick the can
Walking miles in quicksand
Reaching out for another hand
I'm starting to fear God's plan
Because all my hours feel rushed like Jackie Chan
But I'm let it ride
If I see shit going downhill, I'm let it slide
I tried to catch a wave, but I miss a tide
And I'm losing pride, no, I'm losing self
It hurts inside my mental health
Another blow was f*cking dealt
Another blow was f*cking felt
I'm overheating, my mind is melting
Ain't too many who gone' ride for you, die for you
They lie to you
They tell you who they think you need to be
While undermining you
I'm tired too
I can't sleep
I watch the clock like I was hired to
Who hired you
Cause you treat me like a job
While I admire you
I cried for you
I would have done anything, even died for you
My mind is screwed
You twist my thoughts and pry them loose
I must choose
It's you or me and somebody got to lose
I have hatred that consumes my heart
The type of hatred that you never see from the start
The type of hatred that manifests from an innocent soul
The type of hatred that hits the top but never overflows
You can call me a cat that ran stray
Or you can call me a dog that was pushed away
Even a lost dog finds a way back home
Even in that place you call home is a place alone
Devoid of the foundation to keep your home stable
But every home has a cloth concealing a battle table
Yeah
Lose control
Every home has a cloth concealing a battle table
Like, they gone' hate me
Yeah
They gone' love me
They gone' hate me
They gone' love me
They gone' love me