Les Mae Wilsonson - Piano Song Lyrics

Never did wait but I never
Really wanted to
At the first light I know I want
Someone to come through
See my lying there face down
And maybe shed a tear
I don't want their pain but I want
To be out of here
Maybe it comes from inside
Or maybe it was cause of me
Genetically determined life
Or made environmentally
My efforts have done much
But never really enough
I know things could change
But maybe I'm just tired
I'll tell you I wanna but
I think you know that I have to
Maybe there is more in life
But I cant say I wanna see it
Really I am sure I'm done
And thank you for the try
But my patience is low
So I think I wanna leave now
Please no fancy funeral
Or parade of mourners
I don't wanna cause more pain
I think I'm just selfish
If they could have no pain inside
A smile and big glistening eyes
If they're gonna see confetti in my hair
I hope it fades fast
I'll tell you I wanna but
I think you know that I have to
Maybe there is more in life
But I cant say I wanna see it
Really I am sure I'm done
And thank you for the try
But my patience is low
So I think I wanna leave now
When I hear children cry something inside shrivels
Unearthed pain thats just invisible
Havent done well on SSRI's
And CBT still left me dry
Heart palpitations, styrofoam thighs
I think I experienced a full life
I'll tell you I wanna but
I think you know that I have to
Maybe there is more in life
But I cant say I wanna see it
Really I am sure I'm done
And thank you for the try
But my patience is low
So I think I wanna leave now
I would like to leave now