Les Mae Wilsonson - Trust Me, I(can't)Know Lyrics

I know I'm the reason I haven't found it
I can't justify where I know I am bounded
Nor can I stop but I still seem to try
Even though I'm here again
Never can wait but I can never stand
My inability to force my hands
And I catch myself slowly slipping through
The holes I've never quite filled
I wish that I could be more than the one I am
But I know that I won't fall out of this quite so fast
I cling to the idea that it might still pass
But I know I know I know that I can't know
I wish that I could be more than the one I am
But I know that I won't fall out of this quite so fast
I cling to the idea that it might still pass
But I know I know I know that I can't know
Never can wait but I can never start it yet
To be my sight of what I am
But I can gather
Who I am
Maybe just what I know
Myself to be (Myself myself)
Even if I know I can't (Myself myself)
I know these allegories are cliche
And I'm sorry to everyone it doesn't satiate
And that includes myself
But here I still am
Writing a f*ckin song about it
I wish that I could be more than the one I am
But I know that I won't fall out of this quite so fast
I cling to the idea that it might still pass
But I know I know I know that I can't know
I wish that I could be more than the one I am
But I know that I won't fall out of this quite so fast
I cling to the idea that it might still pass
But I know I know I know that I can't know
I know I know I know (I know)
I know I know I know (I know)
I know I know I know (I know)
That I can't know
Or maybe I do but I'm just too scared