Les Mae Wilsonson - Welcome, it's a Good Life!! Lyrics

I never knew I was what I was till I
Peeled back my eyelids and retinas
Pulled my jaw down to my ankles
And took a good damn look inside myself
Unconditional, uncontrollable
Neuron firing squad on my oh so thin
Synapse walls and watch as the idiot tries
To make a story out of nothin'
I never knew I would fall down
Quite like this
Into myself and unto my iris'
True light, my blue eyes
Can't let me see my own illusions be
I can't seem to decide if I love or hate
My internal dialogue as it claims
I am more than myself
But why would I
Settle for my reality
Why can't you shut
The f*ck up your
Stupid f*cking
Sycophant-ing
Bullshit rhetoric
Never did more than
Ruin everything
Good you had
Then again why
Submit to your
Insignificance
Lean into your
Your ego, feed your
Self libido
Grandiosity
Seems to fit much more comfortably
I never knew I would fall down
Quite like this
Into myself and unto my iris'
True light, my blue eyes
Can't let me see my own illusions be
I can't seem to decide if I love or hate
My internal dialogue as it claims
I am more than myself
But why would I
Settle for that possibility
The inhuman
Let them pray for
The confines or combines
Or bursting claymores
Light the match go
Strike the fires
She's already mangled
May as well untie her
The penance
For sins unsaid
Is sights unseen
Inside your head
Peel back your skull
See what's inside
What lobe or cortex
Likes to lie
Singin'