Letra de Self Pity de AFI

I'm always short on cash and my mind is in the trash.
I can't find a way to get my head out of my ass.
I'm gettin' skinny as a bone 'cause i'm always stuck at home.
I'm living my life all f*cked up and alone.
So once again, alone in my room, my only apparent future is my unhappy doom.
So i just whine all the f*cking time.
I'm hooked bad on caffeine, unless i get it i'm mean.
I can't remember last when i was chipper and clean.
I'm going insane, all i do is complain. The only traits i show are depression and disdain.
The girl i love is going away, there is no way that she'll stay.
I don't know how i'm gonna live my life this way.
Don't want to have to try, i'll just sit around and cry.
Maybe, if i get lucky, i'll just f*ckin' die.