Nearly Orgasmic by N/A Grown up and been tossed around since I left you Been both king and queen of mistakes Built some walls around my heart to protect me Afraid to use my senses Its not everywhere its around Getting a hold of this is too much When a brick is falling another follows Ruins still stand tall So lonely, so lonely neglecting your presence Fighting just to keep my head up high Now life shifting gear because of your presence And I know somewhere somehow someplace I belong And I thought the signs would make a difference in my life Shape of things, they start on the inside Only you know which doors the right one to open The struggle is on, every day, and moments will shape your life So lonely, so lonely neglecting your presence Fighting just to keep my head up high Now life shifting gear because of your presence And I know somewhere somehow someplace I Long for water to embrace my soul To love to be defenseless, be still cause its been So lonely, so lonely neglecting your presence Fighting just to keep my head up high Now life shifting gear because of your presence And I know somewhere somehow someplace I belong