This armchair is old and lonely Reminds me of my boring self It feels like I'm the only Lonely human left on this earth If I could sit and watch If I could stand and watch you If I could stay and watch I'd watch for day's Words mean nothing Sitting in pure darkness Rethinking all my negative thoughts Feeling the pure sharpness From the blade of loneliness' sword If I could sit and watch If I could stand and watch you If I could stay and watch I'd watch for day's Words mean nothing I'm emulating someone else's life Incriminating myself the same time Walking in circles And chasing my tail Dreading the daylight And waiting to fail Why do I wait for the one thing I gave up? Why do I hate myself for this f*ck up? Why do I wait alone in the dark? Why do I act like a cowardly f*ck? Words mean nothing