Lewis James - good side (demo) Lyrics

I only want to date people for you to see me date them
How f*cked up is that
I know I shouldn't take them
I see you every day
Perception displacement
Turned my back on us but keep on turning to face them
I think I've forgotten how to feel
Like my arm's gone dead
The radio in the back of my mind
Just plays me everything you said
And now I don't know how to sit still
I can't even go to bed
You turned off our daydream love
Can you turn off my head
I live may to may
Everything keeps on happening
I wonder who you're with right now
I can only but imagine
Anybody that knows you well
I guess I can only ask them
Are you doing okay now
Those demons
Did you catch them
I took the meds they prescribed to me
And they took all the good from good nights
Do you ever mention me
Am I still on your good side
I read your texts
They frightened me
Something didn't look right
Do you ever mention me
Am I still on your good side
We were never real
Just like those fake bacon mornings
I miss kissing you on the nose
Especially when you were yawning
I feel like I know you so well
That I wrote your Wikipedia
I swear I'm getting over it
I still check your social media
You were toxic
Now I'm ill
There's a void in us
We're both trying to fill
Kitchen counter
Kitchen floor
Mr Lonely on repeat
My memory is yours
You were toxic
Now I'm ill
There's a void in us
We're both trying to fill
Kitchen counter
Kitchen floor
Mr Lonely on repeat
My memory is yours
I live may to may
Everything keeps on happening
I wonder where you are right now
I can only but imagine
Anybody that knows you well
I guess I can only ask them
Are you doing okay now
Those demons
Did you catch them
I took the meds they prescribed to me
And they took all the good from good nights
Do you ever mention me
Am I still on your good side
I read your texts
They frightened me
Something didn't look right
Do you ever mention me
Am I still on your good side