It's a nice day out, maybe I should play out, maybe I could get some sun and that'll wash the grey out
Feeling like I'm weighed down, by what I couldn't say now, got a good life , but I'm always in a bad mood
Bad mood, it's a nice day I'm in a bad mood, bad mood, I just got paid I'm in a bad mood
Bad mood, in a bad mood, I'm in a bad mood, I'ma smoke again just because I'm in a bad mood
The weather's lookin good, but I woke up on wrong side,
Thinkin' that I should, go outside see some sunshine
Then I think again - rather isolate and stay inside
Runnin on no sleep, cause my mind just f*cking talks all nights
Tired of the nine of to five, I need to see end in sight
I'm coming to close to suicide it's torment, to just be alive
I fantasize about a life, where I don't just have to waste my time
On pointless things, for paper money, just so I can have some bloody
Time to spend with my family, who I can't see, cause I have to be
At work again, when the weekend ends, cause I have to pay, for my rent again
For the hundredth time, it's a useless game, it can't sustain
I need some change, or I'll blow my brains
It's a nice day out, maybe I should change how, I think about the world when, I wake up feeling weighed down
Coming close to melt down, if only time would slow down, got on my disguise, cause I'm always in a bad mood
Bad mood, it's a nice day, I'm in a bad mood, bad mood, I just got paid I'm in a bad mood
Bad mood, in a bad mood, I'm in a bad mood, I'ma smoke again just because I'm in a bad mood
Always feeling pressured to fill every single with second, with some meaning where's the reference
Cause I struggle and forget that, when you never take a break
Then you'll ache, feel pain, a mistake, cause I hate, how I always feel this way
Cause I've done it for so long, that relaxing feels wrong, yeah the urge is just to strong
Always feel it coming on, hearing ticking like a song
Always countin' can't prolong, pushes me to be withdrawn, hoping one day I'll be done
Don't care if the weather's nice, I don't want to say it twice
I'm not in the mood, to pretend, that I'm feeling fine
No don't wanna talk about it, that will only make us fight
Just want to be left alone, promise that I'll be alright
I'll just take my own advice, make myself a sacrifice
Sell my soul as merchandise, make myself an enterprise
Losing all I recognize don't know if you realize
Take a sec to analyze, endless loop of compromise