Stuck on Never Video (MV)

I fell in love once, never again
I f*cked it up real good, man she was a 10
I fell in love once, never again
She f*cked me up real good, and life was never the same
I overdosed once, felt it all go away
But I came right back so I could do it again
I felt so good once, never again
Now everyday I get home I grab on a pen
I f*cking hate you, you were my friend
You're the only one I loved and now I can't love again
I f*cking hate you, cause your stuck in my head
Everytime I think about you I get lost in the shame
Because I lost you, and you're not coming back
Now everyday I wake up, I'm stuck in the past
And I can't face you, 'cause it all just floods back
All this time has passed by, and I still want you back
I feel pathetic, 'cause I know you've moved on
But I sit around and think of everything that I did wrong
I try to get out, plenty fish in the sea
But it feels like the right girls don't wanna be with me
And so I'm lonely, my mind comes back to you
Every girl that I'm with, I compare her to you
I know it's toxic, so I keep it inside, I do everything I can so that I can get by

Doing what I can, so that I can get by, everything I do is so that I can get by
Do a lot of drugs, so that I can get high
Just another thing that helps me get by
F*cked a lot girls, so that I can get high
Never really means nothing, just to get by
Doing what I can, so that I can get by
Running out of things to do to help me get by
Doing what I can, so that I can get by, everything I do is so that I can get by
Do a lot of drugs, so that I can get high
Just another thing that helps me get by
F*cked a lot girls, so that I can get high
Never really means nothing, just to get by
Doing what I can, so that I can get by
Running out of things to do to help me get by