What's Real? Video (MV)

I'm sick and tired of myself
Yeah I'm going f*cking crazy
I live inside a mental hell
And it makes f*cking crazy
When your mind feels like a cell
It'll drive you f*cking crazy
It gets hard to see what's real
That's what drives you f*cking crazy

But I'm dealing on my own, in my mind I feel alone
People 'round me every day, 'cept myself cus I'm away
5 more people in my head, telling me what I just said
Telling me I'm not enough, telling me to just give up.

And I'm screaming just to fight, overpower with my might
Telling me to grab a knife, and I know that it's not right
But I am not in control, with these voices in my head
Driving me to overload, mocking me for what I said

I'm sick and tired of myself
Yeah I'm going f*cking crazy
I live inside a mental hell
And it makes f*cking crazy
When your mind feels like a cell
It'll drive you f*cking crazy
It gets hard to see what's real
That's what drives you f*cking crazy

I always say what I regret, take back everything I say
If the future isn't set, why'd I always make mistakes
When I look back on the past, I always tend to ruminate
The voices they don't ever stop, I hear them every single day
They're mocking every single word, they don't allow me to relate
I can't connect I only wait, till the day they go away
But I fear they're here to stay, yeah I fear they're here to stay

I'm sick and tired of myself
Yeah I'm going f*cking crazy
I live inside a mental hell
And it makes f*cking crazy
When your mind feels like a cell
It'll drive you f*cking crazy
It gets hard to see what's real
That's what drives you f*cking crazy