Lexx Samplez - Momento Mori (Interlude) Lyrics

As of right now i'm f*cked up
3 in the morning still sipping on my death cup
I guess y'all ain't rushing for the next, huh?
Not at all, no
You're mother f*cking right i'm next

You see it's funny just a year ago from this very moment
2018 marks the year that I wrote this shit
I was broken couldn't grab my focus
Pain behind the smile I hope nobody notice-is
This the end of time for me?
No I ain't bought my momma that new Benz yet
My doctor just called he got a message for me
He told me epilepsy got the best of me
So add another to the list of demons trying to test me
Stay up late daily homie you could never rest me
No I never sleep but I still pray the lord to keep, keep, keep
Keep me alive
I need to thrive for the next generation of the blood I carry in me
That's if I find one brave enough to marry me
My heart got broken once
Second time came and went
Then it happened for a third run
That one was the worst one
Yeah, that one was the worst one
The bounce back happened but that's the one that hurt
I lost a girl that I thought would be the love of my life
And we ain't spoke since
I don't think we'll make amends
But I know she'll get it right
She got it good, she'll get it right
I hope I get it right for my own good
Im rolling all my sorrows in a backwood
Because I ain't got nobody not even the foo's from my own hood
It's past me won't even give it time, no
Killer with it I ain't scared to say I did the crime, no
I get the fine kush and roll it up I need the push
They said they get me
In a couple years will you forget me?
Man, I hope you don't
If my time was right now?, because eventually it'll happen
But if right now was that very moment?
Don't remember me for rapping dawg
Remember me for never capping
And that death was bound to happen on me

Yeah, that's on me