Lgnd - Apartments Lyrics

I'm just tryna make it but I been moving with caution
Make up for the smiles that faded every time I lost shit
Fakes around my circle got me feeling hella nauseous
And buy my moms a house for every day stuck in apartments
I promise I can't fake this really came up with no options
Make up for the smiles that faded every time I lost shit
Snakes around my circle tryna break in like a locksmith
They wanna see my downfall with my body in a coffin
And shout out to my momma cause she really bust a misson
Had me when she young please momma tell me how you did it
Raised me by your self definition of independent
She talked about my pops but I never wanted to listen
1st floor we was living downstairs in Apartment 3
Money was the problem root of evil getting hard to sleep
Waking up for school down to Central had to cross the street
Teachers on my neck about the credits that I'm finna need
But I was hopeful about the music had a better plan
Knew some day that I'm really gone make it and I'd be the man
Attention in my classes is something that I never had
Never wanted any other thing because I wanted rap
I'm just tryna make it but I been moving with caution
Make up for the smiles that faded every time I lost shit
Fakes around my circle got me feeling hella nauseous
And buy my moms a house for every day stuck in apartments
I promise I can't fake this really came up with no options
Make up for the smiles that faded every time I lost shit
Snakes around my circle tryna break in like a locksmith
They wanna see my downfall with my body in a coffin
Its the closing of the first door
Almost felt like giving up
But they said not to bruh you worth more
You'll make it cause you work more
This what god has planned out
Thinking bout it make you hurt more
You young righ now, so you gone learn more
Just don't pick at your misfortunes cause they gone scab and they gon' burn more
I'm only on the first floor
& Once I make it till the top
They gon' ride the wave like a surf board
I was suppose to be on top but it ain't happen yet
She gave me everything she had how can I forget
I'm tryna make sure that she right before I hop on jets
Always lookin into the future I cant look back at the last again
I'm just tryna make it but I been moving with caution
Make up for the smiles that faded every time I lost shit
Fakes around my circle got me feeling hella nauseous
And buy my moms a house for every day stuck in apartments
I promise I can't fake this really came up with no options
Make up for the smiles that faded every time I lost shit
Snakes around my circle tryna break in like a locksmith
They wanna see my downfall with my body in a coffin