World of Socializers Video (MV)

I've had this fantasy for so long
You see more than just my shadow
For one night I wanna be the star
Not just there in the sidelines
Keep feeling like I'm just there
When I'm gone nothing's changed
I don't say much I sit and smile
Waiting for the perfect line
Maybe it's just my insecurities
Living in a world of socializers
It's so hard to break down the barriers
There's never a break in conversation
I can't breathe
I'm afraid but it's not always that
Sometimes nothing comes to mind
I don't know or don't have what to say
My mind is blank when I look for a phrase
When is it time I'll be the one
To tell you stories never heard
I'll finally feel like it's enough
To be myself when I was not
Maybe it's just my insecurities
Living in a world of socializers
It's so hard to break down the barriers
There's never a break in conversation
I can't breathe
It's never enough
I can't breathe
I'm trying so hard
Standing here, this is real
You all appear I can be more than still
Do you ever feel you'll lose everything
If you could just breathe you would be free
I see you too break my rule
We all unmute, whispering is through
Just let me breath I wanna feel
This can be me
You see I'm real
You see I'm real
Maybe it's just my insecurities
Living in a world of socializers
It's so hard to break down the barriers
There's never a break in conversation
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
You bring me down
I'm trying hard
In my mind
It's never enough
You bring me down
I'm trying hard
In my mind
It's never enough