Light - Bad Feeling Lyrics

What do I tell my Mama?
What do I tell my Papa?
Imma be the biggest artist
We'll be eating proper
I've given a promise
Sticking right on it
But to be honest with ya
Just picking apart this
Working ya hardest
Isn't enough to guarantee a
Spot in fame
Nope that's not today
Used to lick the plate clean
Try and stop the pain
Used to be in drought
Now you couldn't stop the rain
Used to chew me up, spit me out
Now I top the chain
Wanna be godlike
How could I stop, like
That wouldn't sit right in my stomach
Told me to sit tight
It didn't feel right
Long as I'm livin' up
I will still fight
And I am still Light
No matter what they say
Married to the game like Saturn and it's rings
Not talking bout no pistol, my heat splatters out your brain
Your mind blown like thoughts that leave with the wind
My mind blown by thoughts keep sucking till I'm drained
If you were driven by these thoughts you might've gone insane, what
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling
Shoutout to AZ and all its beautiful ladies
Don't know what it is, but these honeys amazing
It's moments like these I'm thinkin' that life is so crazy
I wish I would've done a lot of things but that might've changed me
But I've been livin' with no regrets
Not livin' to hold a check
Mark my progress in life
By achieving every goal I set
And when those are met
Don't slow to rest
I roll up steps
Where he go?
I force the stress
To morph myself
Ignore my health till we done
Said Imma be the biggest artist in all of AZ
By the end of 2019
They say
"Are you crazy"?
I said
Partly maybe
My hearts been saying to live my truth
So sorry to my producer if my soul haunts his booth
I got the juice like Joyner Lucas
I've been doing work no snoozing
Imma prove it with music
Ain't no losin' in my blueprint
Shots I shoot em
Pick and choose em wisely
Cause I made a promise to my mama and I'll
Never take that shit lightly
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling
Takin' apart all my life
Give it up all that I write
Give it a piece of my heart
Keep it whateva you like
Honestly I find it hard to find support
Nobody knows how much I keep bottled up and stored
How much I yell in the car till my throat gets hoarse
How much I'm treated like a robot feelings out the door.
Nobody wanna know how I'm doing
Nobody grew to knew him
Everybody wanna use me
Cause they know that I will do it
Screw it
Go ahead and take my kindness for weakness
And volunteer me when you can't be there
Cause I believe good people
Will get what they deserve in the end
And if it isn't like that well I guess I'll never know until then
Every night my grandma she force me to pray with her
And every night she prays that this dream won't stay with me
That I will give up and go back to take courses
Well if god's will against me whose will has more force than?
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling about it
I've got a bad feeling about it
Got a really bad feeling deep within my stomach
Got a really bad feeling feel the rush I love it
I've got a bad feeling
Got a really bad feeling fight it till its right
Got a really bad feeling fight it till I Die