Lij - Grind Lyrics

Thought to take you
Sought to break you
21 days ain't a lot to change you
Right beside you
Still can't find you
Anyone breaks when you hit the grind too

Hard for me too
Hard to see you
31 days, that's enough to bleed through
Right beside you
Still can't find you
Anyone breaks when you hit the grind too

No competion could prepare me for the heartbreak
This repition it's hilariously dark, hate
When you keep telling me it's all on the inside
Is it a felony to care? Ok rewind

To 2017, when I didn't have anything
When all I wrote about was shit that kept upsetting me
Hold up, you're not the only one I'm crediting
Po' up, i'ma take a swig and set the scene

Ooh, found some comfort in your blue
I was bright red but you lit the f*cking fuse
White in my bed, didn't think I'd have to choose
There was good you, bad you, both of them were used

Oh, but now I'm alone
Despite the 5 girls I have hitting up my phone
They don't mean shit, won't invest no more time
Into someone I wished who'd one day end up mine, so

Thought to take you
Sought to break you
21 days ain't a lot to change you
Right beside you
Still can't find you
Anyone breaks when you hit the grind too

Hard for me too
Hard to see you
31 days, that's enough to bleed through
Right beside you
Still can't find you
Anyone breaks when you hit the grind too

Hard, you never quite got the efficiency
The cycle that we got into it spins up viciously
Knowing it was pointless in hindsight the history
Too much noise, there's no bright side, no fixing me

Oh, and the hardest part is
Knowing you that still played part wish
I'd recast you, like a movie
This part sucks, wish I'd keep moving

Away, but you know how to bring me back
Anywhere at any time or place, just snap
You know I got a soft spot
You still know the hot spots
Shit with you feels non-stop
Fire- better stop- drop

Roll, before the worst of you unfolds
Taking my medicine I can't risk no cold
"I'll find me better him" a joke- no punchline
"I barely remember him" there's no more sunshine

Thought to take you
Sought to break you
21 days ain't a lot to change you
Right beside you
Still can't find you
Anyone breaks when you hit the grind too

Hard for me too
Hard to see you
31 days, that's enough to bleed through
Right beside you
Still can't find you
Anyone breaks when you hit the grind too

Thought to take you
21 days ain't a lot to change you
Right beside you
Anyone breaks when you hit the grind too

Hard for me too
Hard to see you
That's enough to bleed through
Right beside you
Said anyone breaks when you hit the grind too