Every day I have a question
Life consistently stepping
My shit is getting crazy
Niggas asking for a blessing
Keep it real dog, shit, I'm really stressing
Feel like suicide is the
Only thing I'm missing
Stuck between my vision
I'm a soldier on a mission
Post traumatic stress got me
Feeling like I'm tripping
Stay at ease, people dying all around
The money that you get put
Them walls all around
Every day a blank day, stopped thinking good
Evil thoughts in my head got
Me on a back step doing so bad
I couldn't sleep on the mattress
Slept on my floor
Cause my stomach wouldn't have it
Your body don't lie, my eyes couldn't cry
Your heart don't lie, it's a conflict inside
Gotta free my mind
Don't worry about the time
Instructions for your mind
You just gotta grind you alive
Sometimes I go to sleep with my AK
If I blast it, it's gonna be a good day
I still got the guns, I still got the bullets
But it's not worth it, guaranteed
Don't do it it's just cause we miss you
It wouldn't be a issue
If I chose to go in peace
No pain is very simple
Like sleeping in your bed
You dream and then you wake up
What's the other side? We all die
What we made of?
Shit trip me out, we all get reborn
If you come back again
I'ma see you on the other side
Maybe get another chance to life
Live life to the fullest, be happy you alive
Embrace death, and be happy that they die
Probably at peace in the sunshine
This life is a jungle
I'm trying to stay humble
We all locked in a cage
Get money or you struggle
The American way, don't nobody love you
Until you love yourself
Word to dad and the hustle
I can't have kids
Cause I wouldn't say I love 'em
My shit so real, you could have money
They coming damn, America got me evil
J edgar Hoover, still out killing people
- Lil Boss
Sometimes, I leave the locker
Room stressed out
Feel like taking pills, just to come down
Coach said if I keep slipping
He gon' bench me i'm thinking to myself
How you gon' stop history?
Even if I'm the 6th man
Put the best against me
I'll be at the court every day, don't miss me
After we win
I get the Hennessy and scrambled eggs
Keep it real with myself before I ever give
Up, looking forward to meet the president
Yeah bitch, I'm heaven sent, represent
All I need is the NBA to let me in
All I do is Hoop Life, cause we gotta win
Sometimes I go out, because I gotta live
My teammates really show me
Who my partners is
The hoop game, show me what my options is
Lil B told me to remain positive
So I kept living - Lil B
Sometimes I go to sleep with my AK
If I blast it, it's gonna be a good day
Keep your head up i love you
It's Lil B hoop Life