idk how to love anymore Video (MV)

I don't really like a lot of things or get along
I find myself so far away from the person I've become
No one else has ever humbled me this motherf*cking much
And I still can't even live up to it like what else could I want
The fact I have you makes me happy it should be the only one
This I know but the reflection of my actions says I don't
Not to mention my intention but my life out of control
Focusing on one direction for me seems impossible
And I know you get the message leave it at the dial tone
Baby if you feel like shit I'm sorry girl you're not alone
If only I could fix all of these ticks and take control
If only I could live up to the person that I hold
So why can't I
So why can't I
So why can't I
So why can't I
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore
Will you marry me baby I am on my knees
I'll die here baby
I can't live for me
You are everything
And this is what you mean to me
I can't live without
You are everything
Oh baby would you marry me
So why can't I
So why can't I
So why can't I
So why can't I
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore